I miss you more than anyone could ever imagine. The memories of that day just don’t fade away. Seeing you laying there, unable to breath and unresponsive. I knew it wasn’t good when grandma rushed me upstairs. I wish I was able to comprehend everything that happened at such a young age. I feel as if we didn’t spend enough time together. 6 years just wasn’t enough. You were my best friend, and I was your first grandchild. No one could ever replace the void in my heart for you. You were such a father like figure to me, I wish I could still tell you everything.  I wish that you could see me graduate in 3 months. I’ve come so far in my life since you’ve been gone and I wish you could see that. I know that you’re looking down on me, some place where there’s no suffering. I’d give anything to have one more day with you. Hold you close and tell you that everything you did for me meant so much. I love you so much, grandpa.